You ever get into a mess, a big one, and whether someone else got you there (as in my case) or circumstances made a shambles of things, even maybe you just charged forth into the valley of 300 foibles without thinking it through and…
…well isn’t this one FINE mess?
I know how I got into my mess, well most of it, and I know now that there were other ways of handling my circumstances but at the time, when your IN the quagmire most of us are not stepping back and thinking logically.
My predicament aside, as I will write about that in future should I ever get the courage, it seems that once people know you have been through something, they seem to think you are an expert on that particular circumstance.
I am here to say, that is not always the case.
After all I was shot at once and I would be just as clueless and stuck to the ground if it happened today as I was then.
A former ex tried to strangle me, and I have not taken self defense courses so, I would be just as hapless should that ever be repeated (not if I can help it).
Con folk stole everything I had and got me into a foreign country, okay, on this one I am a little more knowledgeable.
So someone else is in a foreign country, brought there by someone they trusted and were in a relationship with, and they too have no money, freedom and well they are kinda screwed…slight adjustment in circumstances and physical situation.
When you think your faux pas or conundrum is a singular event, not experienced by anyone else, well I realize now that it is a bit big headed. There are still things that happen to people that are indeed singular and original but that is in itself exceptional and rare.
Other people at some point in time have gone through something akin to what you are or did, slight nuances of difference taken into consideration, and well the outcomes are probably as varied as each of us are as individual human beings.
So when someone asked me for advice for this person who is stuck in a foreign country, no money, no family with money,surrounded by people who do not care or actively got you there and dislike you, with pets that they can’t bear to leave…
…I understand from experience, what they are going through.
54 days ago the people who put me in a similar situation after taking everything I had, including my identity, threatened to slit my throat, and the world was in turmoil.
53 days ago I boarded a plane and arrived back in my own country an emotional, psychological, financial and physical mess.
They managed to take everything I had and I ended up with nothing.
Yesterday a friend contacted me because she was aware of what I went through, and now someone else is going through something similar, in my country.
Well now there is a conundrum.
I still have not worked through everything but my counselor is amazing and very good at seeing things that I did or do not, though I do not need anyone to tell me how lucky I am now, I made it out with my dog.
There is still a woman, in Canada, who is broke, has diabetes, no family to pay for her return to America, no health care, and the person that brought her to Canada (unsure if it was a sponsor or what) is now saying they are broke and can’t even pay for her return to the states with her pets.
Alas I am still broke myself and looking for a place to live, and the basic necessities so I am not much help in financial ways.
I have made suggestions but the person living through any particular hell has to actually take the steps to DO or SEEK things to help them out of the circumstance they are in.
When one is on the edge of a cliff, looking into avast abyss of darkness without a clue of what is below when they step off, many things keep them glued to the mountainside unable to move and fear is rather high on that list, not to relegate shame, embarrassment, vulnerability or helplessness to non existence because they all contribute in their own nefarious major ways, but fear is the bow on the box that needs to be undone first.