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Chapter 1. Why I Appreciate Police.
I have always tried to be a good person and see the best in others, even when people said I was wrong and being too kind.
Guess I figured I should treat others as I would wish to be treated, see them as I would hope to be seen.
I discovered early on that there are many types of people in the world.
It’s not to say I did not get hurt, beaten, neglected, but that is not what this post is about.
Via my job I encountered people who were from all walks of life, they could be in a rush, hurt, upset, lost, angry, drunk, stoned and in need of assistance that only the police could give.
When someone swore at me, I would say thank you, and in the pause that usually followed my words I would suggest that we discuss what the problem was. After all, I understood they were very upset and usually the surprise of my response allowed them to focus on the problem, not their anger.
The response they expected was not the one they got…sometimes that calmed them down and sometimes it did not.
The point was, it was not me that they were mad at, so taking it personal was normal but hardly helpful.
All the things I saw made me admire how the Police can cross all the boundaries of the various realities and deal with people in situations and circumstances, as best they can.
I am not saying all Cops are perfect and handle everything perfectly, because they are human, and again that is something to be thankful for as this allows them to treat people humanely, with care and consideration despite all the crap that they see.
How hard is it to do that, when they know what people are capable of?
Looking around I find myself wondering how they do it, when people can seem so normal, but their thinking is shaped by a very different sense of reality.
Not sure I will trust anyone ever again.
Thought of the moment.
As words of wisdom evaporate, surrounded by others hate, silence is your best debate, withdrawal your only logical recourse-if only in mind.
NonEntity
Nonentity
No one
Nobody
Nothing
You are not less than another,
Despite what exists in the mind of a bully.
One person may be pushed, pulled, bullied, ignored, and diminished,
They select the target.
No one is going to stand up for you,
No one cares unless it touches them.
No one assures balance or respect.
No one returns the value or heals the wounds.
Nobody will pick you up when you stumble,
When trusting wrong or blurred vision confuses.
Nobody worries about you, or counts you as special.
If you step off the edge, you will fall till you hit bottom.
Nothing is the content of promises.
Nothing is the weight of words.
Nothing is the value of empty apologies.
Nothing is what you become in the light of negativity.
How often do you need to beat your head against a wall,
Before the pain seeps in showing you the actuality?
You have no one, nobody cares and nothing is the destination before you.
Yet it is your fault, despite the struggle not to sink, accept or give up.
That boat needs bailing,
Your alone with the only bucket.
Feel the water on your toes,
Finally you figure out just how it goes.
All the promises of before have come to naught.
Expect nothing.
Accept No one.
Trust nobody.