…what I will never understand is why?
It is not like I am mean, or harsh, lack understanding or forgiveness.
I would have forgiven, been hurt but forgiven.
It is that this undermines my ability to trust, my judgement as I trusted you and others who have done nothing wrong.
Why do I wish to understand?
It probably won’t help.
The fact that I figured it out myself, well it took time but eventually…
…I guess the why won’t help.
It would be nice, to at least, after all this time, say sorry.
Guess you do not trust me not to be mad.
Funny how trust is so important in so many ways.
Complexity of Thought 